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2205, 2012

Psychosis

By |May 22nd, 2012|Alone, Audio, Dark, Mind Games, Psychosis, Senses, Symptoms|1 Comment

Falling from the heavens I can only envision
My haemorrhaging heart and my thinking
Are running overtime… I try as always and
None but consecutively to reach for the sky
Blood is cascading, I cannot arrest—
My eyes are kaleidoscopic and spiraling
Downward then upward
My lips […]

2205, 2012

They Live Here

By |May 22nd, 2012|Alone, Audio, Delusion, Humiliation, Mistrust, Paranoia, Reality, Supernatural, Symptoms, Voices|Comments Off on They Live Here

There have often been times when I have shut the world out-
But never fear, for I carry a key on a string inside of my mind-
A key that unlocks that door to madness, as
Threatening people have often wondered
What goes […]

2005, 2012

Acute Schizophrenia

By |May 20th, 2012|Audio, Dark, Mind Games, Philosophical, Psychosis, Senses, Symptoms|Comments Off on Acute Schizophrenia

Falling from the heavens I can only envision
My hemorrhaging heart and my thinking
Are running overtime… I try as always and
None but consecutively to reach for the sky
Blood is cascading, I cannot arrest-
My eyes are kaleidoscopic and spiraling
Downward then upward
My lips […]

1605, 2012

Paranoid Schizophrenia

By |May 16th, 2012|Alone, Audio, Dark, Death, Humiliation, Mind Games, Stigma, Symptoms|2 Comments

I am looking ahead as so many are following behind me
Everyone’s hands reaching out to hurt me somehow-
I feel are manipulating my thoughts-
People looking ahead and so many following behind me
On this mesmerizing spring-like day- I wonder why this world […]

105, 2012

The Conflagration in My Wake!

By |May 1st, 2012|Audio, Insight, Recovery, Senses|Comments Off on The Conflagration in My Wake!

Regard the conflagration in my wake!
An inexorable inferno burning bridge after bridge.
Emancipate me from the shackles of bipolar.
Release me,
I beseech thee!
From the indignations of my past.
Take up the quill,
I will,
And relate my tale of woe I shall.
But wait!
An incandescent silver […]

2904, 2012

Babylon

By |April 29th, 2012|Audio, Dark, Mind Games|Comments Off on Babylon

The city of Babylon is gone

never could it reach the sun

our ambition overdone

we carry on, build towers high

but somethings gone awry

our wells are dry

inside our water bleed

we could never reach the sun

but for fun , carry on

babylon is gone

yet to […]

2104, 2012

Parallel Universes

By |April 21st, 2012|Audio, Dark, Demonic, Insight, Psychosis, Supernatural, Symptoms, Voices|Comments Off on Parallel Universes

The universe I live in
Is different than yours
I will show you some day
And you will believe
In places
Where death stalks all
Where trickery takes place
Where deception is king
Where demons rule
Where everything is cruel

I came here one day
Through a black hole
Called Knowledge
And viewed […]

2004, 2012

My Psychiatrist

By |April 20th, 2012|Audio, Delusion, Medication, Mind Games, Paranoia|Comments Off on My Psychiatrist

My psychiatrist is a C.I.A. Agent
I know this to be true
You’d better watch out
He may be watching you

He poisons me daily
By giving me pills
That cloud my mind
And make me ill

His cameras spy
On my every move
As I try to flee
And escape […]

1804, 2012

Turned To Stone

By |April 18th, 2012|Alone, Audio, Dark, Insight, Religious, Stigma|Comments Off on Turned To Stone

I turned to face the distance
and there was a rigid air of
loneliness and discomfort in my bones.
And there was an empty chair for
all my friends at my birthday party,
perhaps they forgot to come again
like last year. Love used to be
[…]

1304, 2012

The Delusion

By |April 13th, 2012|Audio, Desire, I Love You, Loss|Comments Off on The Delusion

I see a girl
On the street
She wants to find
A man to meet
I know she thinks
Of me a lot
Her love is something
That I’ve caught
I think she wants
To meet me here
The love I feel
Sheds a tear
I sleep and think
That she will find
My […]

704, 2012

A SPIRIT MADE ME SICK

By |April 7th, 2012|Audio, Dark, Delusion, Demonic, Psychosis, Supernatural|Comments Off on A SPIRIT MADE ME SICK

A SPIRIT MADE ME SICK…
I was quite okay until I came to learn
that bad things
could happen in life.
I was eleven and Dad was leaving….
For good this time.
I even dreamt it before it happened.
And I am still the prophet I was,
except […]

3103, 2012

The Voices

By |March 31st, 2012|Audio, Dark, Insight, Loss, Psychosis, Symptoms, Voices|Comments Off on The Voices

Whence comes it, that noise in my head
They speak of secrets and dreams
Talking to me inparticular
Telling me tales of woe and misgiving
Berating me with sounds so vile
Letting me know I am not worthy of love or life
Drawing out of me […]

3003, 2012

The Demon

By |March 30th, 2012|Audio, Dark, Delusion, Demonic, Loss, Paranoia|Comments Off on The Demon

Who is that man
That I see
Who is that man
That watches me

You look suspicious
And very strange
Stop staring at me
As if you’re deranged

I look at you
You glare me
I begin to see
Your murderous spree

I’m onto you
I see your hate
As […]

303, 2012

Interminable Life

By |March 3rd, 2012|Audio, Death, Loss, Suicide|Comments Off on Interminable Life

Walking this Earth for nearly thirty-eight years
Discovering myriad things to bring wonder and pain
Finding truths in many places during that time
Girls and women fascinate my mind excitement runs
Thrilled to the marrow by curves and plumpness
Watching people have children totally undeserved
Uncared […]

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