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3107, 2014

Magic Love

By |July 31st, 2014|Insight, Life, Philosophical, Romantic|Comments Off on Magic Love

“Life’s logic is found in the mysterious equations
of love.” John Forbes Nash

No other illness is stricken,
with a constant cold winter, to become a
wrestler of thoughts, beaten by his
own mind, worked by the strings of puppet God’s.
Love is a voyage of […]

2706, 2014

They’re Just Flowers

By |June 27th, 2014|Compassion, I Love You, Insight, Inspirational, Life, Soul|Comments Off on They’re Just Flowers

I’d had another
pointless and
futile
argument
with my
mother in the
living room.

It was about not taking my
medication. I hated
myself for being
pedantic and
petty.

She’s a woman of
experience, and at
her maturity
she’s had
time to know
my faults. Her patience
was tested for the
billionth
time.

My mum
was only
being considerate
and loving.

The truth is
when a […]

2006, 2014

Untitled

By |June 20th, 2014|Alone, Dark, Insight, Introspection, Philosophical, Uncategorized|Comments Off on Untitled

This is a matter of life or death, I’m righteous yet
I still adhere to medication with suicidal side effects
The super-ego that’s the self-critic inside your head
I am my own worst enemy because everything outside these lens
Does not exist, so where […]

805, 2014

The Earth is Bipolar

By |May 8th, 2014|Alone, Insight, Living with Sz, Philosophical, Senses, Symptoms|Comments Off on The Earth is Bipolar

Sleepless nights,
Time has become meaningless.
Pareidolic faces in the clouds,
I am seeing patterns and meanings behind things,
Diagnosis: apophenia
Secret personal messages
in the glowing box in the corner,
Guiding, mocking, scolding…
Initiation to the modern world.
Schadenfreude voyeuristic tabloid,
Telling me how I’m inadequate.

My hands and feet […]

805, 2014

Breakthrough

By |May 8th, 2014|Alone, Empowerment, Insight, Introspection, Philosophical|Comments Off on Breakthrough

I start the day over with a smile on my face
Life is too short to live as if you’re a disgrace
Where am I headed??? I got some ideas
Alone I struggle, together we get through our fears

It started when I was […]

2104, 2014

Tranquility

By |April 21st, 2014|Alone, Insight|Comments Off on Tranquility

Tranquility

Being,
… sans amorous syntax…

…the volume of the spaces between,

…antidote to,

…zero pointlessism,

[…]

1203, 2014

The Test of Heroes

By |March 12th, 2014|Alone, Insight, Introspection, Lonely, Lost, Paranoia, Philosophical, Trapped, War|Comments Off on The Test of Heroes

Alone with myself in a situation that pits my own wits against my own wits,
a fight within myself that cannot be won.
A tangent on a pile of tangents left to wander, lost within itself,
in an infinite loop of paranoia that […]

1301, 2014

Reformat My Mind

By |January 13th, 2014|Imagination, Insight, Introspection, Trapped, Uncategorized|Comments Off on Reformat My Mind

Reformat my mind because I’m not what I ought to be
Files scattered carelessly and no auto-arrange
Once deleted never quite forgotten
Repair my disk

My modem won’t connect and I can’t communicate
My server down, I’ve crashed, I’m a blank screen
I sound a wail, […]

501, 2014

The Butterfly

By |January 5th, 2014|Hope, Imagination, Insight, Inspirational, Life, Spiritual|Comments Off on The Butterfly

Be
aware
of all your
great potentials.
Freedom is on the other side of pain.
It may seem as though darkness is winning;
but look closely.
Facing hurt
leads to
peace.

Pam Crouse (c)

1812, 2013

Schizophrenia

By |December 18th, 2013|Dark, Demonic, Insight, Introspection, Mind Games, Paranoia, Psychosis, Reality, Trapped, Voices|Comments Off on Schizophrenia

There is no fight when the voices begin

An immediate obedience naturally sets in

There is no defence against these spiritual offenders

Waiting and hoping that they accept your surrender

I wake up refreshed, feeling o.k.

But sounds of familiarity ruin my day

No night passes […]

712, 2013

The Waters of Life

By |December 7th, 2013|Hope, Insight, Life, Philosophical, Salvation, Spiritual|Comments Off on The Waters of Life

Plunge
into
the joyous
waters of life.
Nourish compassion
with graceful fountains of
love, replenished with caring.
Bathe in the light of awareness.
Drench your soul with spirit’s sense of peace.
Shine forever, cleansed by raindrops of hope.

Pam Crouse (c)

2611, 2013

The Illumination

By |November 26th, 2013|Caption, Insight, Philosophical, Spiritual|Comments Off on The Illumination

1610, 2013

me

By |October 16th, 2013|Insight, Introspection, Life, Medication, Sanity, Senses, Society|Comments Off on me

I am the sound of rattling pill bottles.
I am the emptying of your bank account.
I am a million unused memberships.
I am broken bottles scattered across a playground on the nice side of town.

I am every missed call you had that […]

1306, 2013

Stand Up To The Voices

By |June 13th, 2013|Empowerment, Hope, Insight, Life, Philosophical, Recovery, Suicide, Voices|Comments Off on Stand Up To The Voices

Talk to the voices sensibly,
Let them know what you think,
Take it on board and then let it go,
Otherwise you will sink.
Stand up to these audio hallucinations,
And remove their authority,
Over you and your senses,
And if it becomes too much, just let […]

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