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1812, 2013

Schizophrenia

By |December 18th, 2013|Dark, Demonic, Insight, Introspection, Mind Games, Paranoia, Psychosis, Reality, Trapped, Voices|Comments Off on Schizophrenia

There is no fight when the voices begin

An immediate obedience naturally sets in

There is no defence against these spiritual offenders

Waiting and hoping that they accept your surrender

I wake up refreshed, feeling o.k.

But sounds of familiarity ruin my day

No night passes […]

1610, 2013

Unearthly Beings

By |October 16th, 2013|Consciousness, Dark, Delusion, Fantasy, Mind Games, Psychosis, Senses, Spiritual, Supernatural, Symptoms|Comments Off on Unearthly Beings

I see them, they are so real.
They fade as soon as they learn that I am awake and see them watching me.
They are concealed with bright yellow light, just a shape is there for me to behold.
Last night it was […]

1510, 2013

The Schizophrenic Train

By |October 15th, 2013|Confusion, Dark, Fear, Lost, Mind Games, Paranoia, Senses|Comments Off on The Schizophrenic Train

The schizophrenia train runs straight through your brain it is signalled by destruction and it leaves you insane. You travel in darkness in the middle of night as it leaves reality you beg for the light. It's a one way ticket to hell as you arrive at the station. The devil leaves you with nothing but antipsychotic medication. You begin to panic you must be free some jump the train to safety The ticket is bought like you; your soul taken in vain- there are no stops on the schizophrenic train. @schizpoetry
3007, 2013

From The Edge Of Waterloo Bridge

By |July 30th, 2013|Alone, Anxiety, Confusion, Dark, Death, Depression, Fear, Mind Games, Panic, Psychosis, Suicide, Trapped|Comments Off on From The Edge Of Waterloo Bridge

Sanding on the edge of Waterloo Bridge
With the cold wind cutting my face,
I glance down to the Thames far below;
It ebbs and flows, a sea of waste.

I hold tight to the iron bar,
Blades of ice begin to pour.
Behind me the […]

1407, 2013

insanity

By |July 14th, 2013|Alone, Dark, Fear, Lonely, Mind Games, Suicide, Trapped, Voices|Comments Off on insanity

These voices in my head so loud and so true, you must end your life you tell me to do.
Your deep dark voice it spreads through my brain, you got me feeling I’m very insane.
I sob and I cry and […]

305, 2013

Rambling Rave

By |May 3rd, 2013|Conspiracy, Current Events, Mind Games, Paranoia, Political, Reality|Comments Off on Rambling Rave

caught in a maelstrom
I sit in stillness

to see sisters suffering
and begging brothers breaking

it goes on
as do drones
that kill children

my unreality
just doesn’t compare
with the viciousness
of ‘reality’

question it
the answers
bring up more
questions
Tangent followers
tie us up
in knots
drilling down so deep

down the rabbit hole

we exist […]

2703, 2013

CHAOS

By |March 27th, 2013|Anxiety, Confusion, Mind Games, Symptoms, Trapped, Voices|Comments Off on CHAOS

iF THERE WERE 50 PEOPLE IN A ROOM AND THEY ALL STARTED TALKING TO YOU AT THE SAME TIME.
tHE VOICES GETTING LOUDER AND LOUDER, AS YOUR MIND STARTS RACING, YOU’RE TRYING
TO FOLLOW.
bUT INSTEAD OF FOLLOWING, THE VOICES GET LOUDER AND […]

401, 2013

The Switch

By |January 4th, 2013|Alone, Anti-Stigma, Bullying, Living with Sz, Loss, Mind Games, Mistrust, Paranoia, Stigma, Trapped|Comments Off on The Switch

Flick the switch..that’s what
they say

on, off, on off,
it’s in people’s heads,
one flick and you’re gone…..

The switch, the disability switch-
he’s weird, she’s strange,
he’s a fool….

Don’t hang around him….

He’s handsome but he’s damaged,
why he might hurt you..

flick the switch, forget
about them….off,
fade to […]

2007, 2012

One Two Three

By |July 20th, 2012|Manic, Mind Games, Panic, Philosophical, Reality, Senses, Symptoms|1 Comment

No longer schizophrenic
This has made me feel so manic
Even frantic
Because now they’re saying
It’s a matter of semantics
Because I appear so well
To schizophrenia, with it the hell
So now it’s a moody brain
That thought is just insane
Fix me. I know it’s such […]

2205, 2012

Psychosis

By |May 22nd, 2012|Alone, Audio, Dark, Mind Games, Psychosis, Senses, Symptoms|1 Comment

Falling from the heavens I can only envision
My haemorrhaging heart and my thinking
Are running overtime… I try as always and
None but consecutively to reach for the sky
Blood is cascading, I cannot arrest—
My eyes are kaleidoscopic and spiraling
Downward then upward
My lips […]

2005, 2012

Acute Schizophrenia

By |May 20th, 2012|Audio, Dark, Mind Games, Philosophical, Psychosis, Senses, Symptoms|Comments Off on Acute Schizophrenia

Falling from the heavens I can only envision
My hemorrhaging heart and my thinking
Are running overtime… I try as always and
None but consecutively to reach for the sky
Blood is cascading, I cannot arrest-
My eyes are kaleidoscopic and spiraling
Downward then upward
My lips […]

1605, 2012

Paranoid Schizophrenia

By |May 16th, 2012|Alone, Audio, Dark, Death, Humiliation, Mind Games, Stigma, Symptoms|2 Comments

I am looking ahead as so many are following behind me
Everyone’s hands reaching out to hurt me somehow-
I feel are manipulating my thoughts-
People looking ahead and so many following behind me
On this mesmerizing spring-like day- I wonder why this world […]

2904, 2012

Babylon

By |April 29th, 2012|Audio, Dark, Mind Games|Comments Off on Babylon

The city of Babylon is gone

never could it reach the sun

our ambition overdone

we carry on, build towers high

but somethings gone awry

our wells are dry

inside our water bleed

we could never reach the sun

but for fun , carry on

babylon is gone

yet to […]

2004, 2012

My Psychiatrist

By |April 20th, 2012|Audio, Delusion, Medication, Mind Games, Paranoia|Comments Off on My Psychiatrist

My psychiatrist is a C.I.A. Agent
I know this to be true
You’d better watch out
He may be watching you

He poisons me daily
By giving me pills
That cloud my mind
And make me ill

His cameras spy
On my every move
As I try to flee
And escape […]

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