2405, 2015


By |May 24th, 2015|Abstract, Compassion, Dark|Comments Off on Sire

Goodbye, heroes never


Mr John Forbes Nash

sad to see

you go


David Harpur Holloway

510, 2014


By |October 5th, 2014|Dark, Religious, Senses, Trapped|Comments Off on Darkness

Like a spider that climbs up your hand
Black, with white crest across its belly
Which paralyzes your senses;

Like a snake with brown diamonds
on its slender body
With a tongue that sticks out a warning:
Stay away!

So is the darkness that can be felt
Moving […]

2508, 2014


By |August 25th, 2014|Alone, Conspiracy, Dark, Demonic, Humour|Comments Off on Moloch

Tents of hunger…

…burn effigies
of the man…

…and wait for the

Kalki shawarma…

to wipe away

not a dry eye,

in the house.

The avatar arrives at

the end of the age

on a pale steed

with the sword of cleavage…

427,000 years left in the dark yuga.

Hey wicker man…,

take a […]

2006, 2014


By |June 20th, 2014|Alone, Dark, Insight, Introspection, Philosophical, Uncategorized|Comments Off on Untitled

This is a matter of life or death, I’m righteous yet
I still adhere to medication with suicidal side effects
The super-ego that’s the self-critic inside your head
I am my own worst enemy because everything outside these lens
Does not exist, so where […]

1812, 2013


By |December 18th, 2013|Dark, Demonic, Insight, Introspection, Mind Games, Paranoia, Psychosis, Reality, Trapped, Voices|Comments Off on Schizophrenia

There is no fight when the voices begin

An immediate obedience naturally sets in

There is no defence against these spiritual offenders

Waiting and hoping that they accept your surrender

I wake up refreshed, feeling o.k.

But sounds of familiarity ruin my day

No night passes […]

2411, 2013

Ridiculously There

By |November 24th, 2013|Confusion, Dark, Ghosts, Paranoia, Philosophical, Supernatural|Comments Off on Ridiculously There

Ghosts are interacting with my mind
based on thought and time and place

It seems that’s what they told me
when I told them it’s a waste

I told that they have no place in
my mind
For they do not exist –
That and they do […]

1610, 2013

Unearthly Beings

By |October 16th, 2013|Consciousness, Dark, Delusion, Fantasy, Mind Games, Psychosis, Senses, Spiritual, Supernatural, Symptoms|Comments Off on Unearthly Beings

I see them, they are so real.
They fade as soon as they learn that I am awake and see them watching me.
They are concealed with bright yellow light, just a shape is there for me to behold.
Last night it was […]

1510, 2013

The Schizophrenic Train

By |October 15th, 2013|Confusion, Dark, Fear, Lost, Mind Games, Paranoia, Senses|Comments Off on The Schizophrenic Train

The schizophrenia train runs straight through your brain it is signalled by destruction and it leaves you insane. You travel in darkness in the middle of night as it leaves reality you beg for the light. It's a one way ticket to hell as you arrive at the station. The devil leaves you with nothing but antipsychotic medication. You begin to panic you must be free some jump the train to safety The ticket is bought like you; your soul taken in vain- there are no stops on the schizophrenic train. @schizpoetry
3007, 2013

From The Edge Of Waterloo Bridge

By |July 30th, 2013|Alone, Anxiety, Confusion, Dark, Death, Depression, Fear, Mind Games, Panic, Psychosis, Suicide, Trapped|Comments Off on From The Edge Of Waterloo Bridge

Sanding on the edge of Waterloo Bridge
With the cold wind cutting my face,
I glance down to the Thames far below;
It ebbs and flows, a sea of waste.

I hold tight to the iron bar,
Blades of ice begin to pour.
Behind me the […]

1407, 2013


By |July 14th, 2013|Alone, Dark, Fear, Lonely, Mind Games, Suicide, Trapped, Voices|Comments Off on insanity

These voices in my head so loud and so true, you must end your life you tell me to do.
Your deep dark voice it spreads through my brain, you got me feeling I’m very insane.
I sob and I cry and […]

605, 2013

Night Demons

By |May 6th, 2013|Dark, Demonic, Spiritual|1 Comment

As I walk through the Hall of Worlds
I try not to get drawn into hell,
Walking a tightrope above these cursed souls,
They want to defile the well,
They want to defile the world.
Red demons burn my body with their flaming hands,
Sometimes even […]

1103, 2013

Life 1

By |March 11th, 2013|Dark, Death, Insight, Life, Philosophical, Quotes, Spiritual|Comments Off on Life 1

Life only lets us see what death cannot hide.

David Holloway 2011 (c)

‘The Colours of Schizophrenia’

703, 2013


By |March 7th, 2013|Compassion, Conspiracy, Dark, Insight, Introspection, Paranoia, Reality|Comments Off on Breathe

When conspiracies and accusations formulate in words on your tongue,
don’t forget to breathe.
When the children grow farther and farther away and you watch and weep as they start to go,
don’t forget to breathe.
When the horse senses your spook and send […]

601, 2013

When I Lost Myself

By |January 6th, 2013|Alone, Confusion, Dark, Introspection, Lost, Senses, Trapped, Voices|Comments Off on When I Lost Myself

There are those who are forever searching and
After many decades have passed lose themselves to another world-
Although with much certainty and disillusionment
I can hardly remember living much of a life in
This world where people walk with confidence and self-assurance […]

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