1302, 2015

The Halo and the Horn

By |February 13th, 2015|Divine, Philosophical, Religious, Spiritual|Comments Off on The Halo and the Horn

Schizophrenia is not the devil.
We can be demonic. It is not Godly.
We can be divine. We are the halfway
symbol of humanity. Represented in
folklore by images of religion:
signs of the Halo and
the Horn.

By: David Holloway

2111, 2014

As Above So Below

By |November 21st, 2014|Philosophical, Political, Religious, The Machine|Comments Off on As Above So Below

The wheel
of life moves everything in turn.

Each spoke of the wheel appears
in line with a natural
order of things.
Godly ideas exist
in humanity, in the heavenly
carpet of space
and on earth.
As above
so below.

Each individual wheel is tested and
refined with pinpoint precision
by God, and […]

3107, 2014

Magic Love

By |July 31st, 2014|Insight, Life, Philosophical, Romantic|Comments Off on Magic Love

“Life’s logic is found in the mysterious equations
of love.” John Forbes Nash

No other illness is stricken,
with a constant cold winter, to become a
wrestler of thoughts, beaten by his
own mind, worked by the strings of puppet God’s.
Love is a voyage of […]

2006, 2014


By |June 20th, 2014|Alone, Dark, Insight, Introspection, Philosophical, Uncategorized|Comments Off on Untitled

This is a matter of life or death, I’m righteous yet
I still adhere to medication with suicidal side effects
The super-ego that’s the self-critic inside your head
I am my own worst enemy because everything outside these lens
Does not exist, so where […]

805, 2014

The Earth is Bipolar

By |May 8th, 2014|Alone, Insight, Living with Sz, Philosophical, Senses, Symptoms|Comments Off on The Earth is Bipolar

Sleepless nights,
Time has become meaningless.
Pareidolic faces in the clouds,
I am seeing patterns and meanings behind things,
Diagnosis: apophenia
Secret personal messages
in the glowing box in the corner,
Guiding, mocking, scolding…
Initiation to the modern world.
Schadenfreude voyeuristic tabloid,
Telling me how I’m inadequate.

My hands and feet […]

805, 2014


By |May 8th, 2014|Alone, Empowerment, Insight, Introspection, Philosophical|Comments Off on Breakthrough

I start the day over with a smile on my face
Life is too short to live as if you’re a disgrace
Where am I headed??? I got some ideas
Alone I struggle, together we get through our fears

It started when I was […]

1703, 2014

The Light on The Hill

By |March 17th, 2014|Alone, Anti-Stigma, Fear, Philosophical, Shame|1 Comment

I’m not the fool on the hill!
I’m not standing still,
While my eyes do shrill.
I believe in the Lord’s will,
As I take my sugar coated pill.
I’ve had it with the world’s fill.
Why can’t I be a light on the hill?

David Holloway […]

1203, 2014

The Test of Heroes

By |March 12th, 2014|Alone, Insight, Introspection, Lonely, Lost, Paranoia, Philosophical, Trapped, War|Comments Off on The Test of Heroes

Alone with myself in a situation that pits my own wits against my own wits,
a fight within myself that cannot be won.
A tangent on a pile of tangents left to wander, lost within itself,
in an infinite loop of paranoia that […]

712, 2013

The Waters of Life

By |December 7th, 2013|Hope, Insight, Life, Philosophical, Salvation, Spiritual|Comments Off on The Waters of Life

the joyous
waters of life.
Nourish compassion
with graceful fountains of
love, replenished with caring.
Bathe in the light of awareness.
Drench your soul with spirit’s sense of peace.
Shine forever, cleansed by raindrops of hope.

Pam Crouse (c)

2611, 2013

The Illumination

By |November 26th, 2013|Caption, Insight, Philosophical, Spiritual|Comments Off on The Illumination

2411, 2013

Ridiculously There

By |November 24th, 2013|Confusion, Dark, Ghosts, Paranoia, Philosophical, Supernatural|Comments Off on Ridiculously There

Ghosts are interacting with my mind
based on thought and time and place

It seems that’s what they told me
when I told them it’s a waste

I told that they have no place in
my mind
For they do not exist –
That and they do […]

2407, 2013

Loving You

By |July 24th, 2013|Philosophical, Religious, Salvation|Comments Off on Loving You

Loving you is the breath of my life—
Loving you, even if it hurts…
Thinking of you, seeking your favor—
My King, my Lord, my life!

I don’t want to get all busy
Pleasing others, playing their violin
I don’t want to suffer from my rejections—
I […]

1306, 2013

Stand Up To The Voices

By |June 13th, 2013|Empowerment, Hope, Insight, Life, Philosophical, Recovery, Suicide, Voices|Comments Off on Stand Up To The Voices

Talk to the voices sensibly,
Let them know what you think,
Take it on board and then let it go,
Otherwise you will sink.
Stand up to these audio hallucinations,
And remove their authority,
Over you and your senses,
And if it becomes too much, just let […]

1504, 2013


By |April 15th, 2013|Insight, Introspection, Life, Philosophical, Political, Uncategorized|Comments Off on Idealism

Schizophrenia is often
idealised by the desire to
know the law of God and a
love for spiritual gifts, or the
hatred of money and power.
It’s a state of opposites, or
so it seems, as poverty is
compounded by the
philosophy of ‘saints’.
Yet nobody believes in
their badges […]

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