711, 2017


By |November 7th, 2017|Alone, Suicide|Comments Off on Life

Sweet sounds of beautiful constant noise

I’m humble in myself knowing I cannot leave this world without a valid reason

Honestly there is many times thinking to end it

Razor blades and loud music

Cure to a bad life

Not for me, not now

The love […]

1910, 2014

What They Told Me

By |October 19th, 2014|Alone, Suicide|Comments Off on What They Told Me

I was told I was strong
Strong enough to break bricks
And then I broke my body breaking that last brick
I was told I could climb higher then the clouds
And then I fell and crashed, crashed hard
I was told I could out […]

2707, 2014


By |July 27th, 2014|Alone, Introspection, Lonely, Lost, Sanity, Suicide, Voices|Comments Off on War

Arguing and yelling
Doubting and threatening
Battle of the voices
I’m dying to stop the noises
Maybe so
End my life
Win the war
Prozac is in store
60mg pop em and swallow
My life routine
Someone save me,
This internal battle
Will be the end of me
They won
My life
The war

By: Keisha

2101, 2014

Little Green Café

By |January 21st, 2014|Current Events, Depression, Fear, Suicide|Comments Off on Little Green Café

Just before I die,
I’ll have a slice of pecan pie,
In the little green café off Bloomsbury Square.

I sit by the window, thousand yard stare,
And wonder what to do in my final hour?

The British museum has a lecture on the Cosmos
At […]

3007, 2013

From The Edge Of Waterloo Bridge

By |July 30th, 2013|Alone, Anxiety, Confusion, Dark, Death, Depression, Fear, Mind Games, Panic, Psychosis, Suicide, Trapped|Comments Off on From The Edge Of Waterloo Bridge

Sanding on the edge of Waterloo Bridge
With the cold wind cutting my face,
I glance down to the Thames far below;
It ebbs and flows, a sea of waste.

I hold tight to the iron bar,
Blades of ice begin to pour.
Behind me the […]

1407, 2013


By |July 14th, 2013|Alone, Dark, Fear, Lonely, Mind Games, Suicide, Trapped, Voices|Comments Off on insanity

These voices in my head so loud and so true, you must end your life you tell me to do.
Your deep dark voice it spreads through my brain, you got me feeling I’m very insane.
I sob and I cry and […]

1306, 2013

Stand Up To The Voices

By |June 13th, 2013|Empowerment, Hope, Insight, Life, Philosophical, Recovery, Suicide, Voices|Comments Off on Stand Up To The Voices

Talk to the voices sensibly,
Let them know what you think,
Take it on board and then let it go,
Otherwise you will sink.
Stand up to these audio hallucinations,
And remove their authority,
Over you and your senses,
And if it becomes too much, just let […]

3001, 2013

On Arrival at Accident & Emergency

By |January 30th, 2013|Anxiety, Senses, Suicide|Comments Off on On Arrival at Accident & Emergency

“I’m going to kill myself”, I told the nurse.
“OK,” she said. “We’ll need some details first.”

“I’m about to kill myself,” I told the doctor as he sat by
the door.

After a glance at his notes, he asked, “Mr. Benjamin,

are you sure?”

“I’ll […]

1912, 2012

One Billion Chances

By |December 19th, 2012|Anti-Stigma, Compassion, I Love You, Insight, Living with Sz, Loss, Political, Stigma, Suicide, Trapped, Uncategorized, Victimisation, Voices|Comments Off on One Billion Chances

In every schizophrenic
there is…

1000000000 reasons why?

1000000000 excuses

1000000000 tears

1000000000 suicides

1000000000 voices

give them

1000000000 smiles

1000000000 times for salvation

1000000000 hearts

1000000000 kisses

1000000000 chances

David Holloway (c) 2012

303, 2012

Interminable Life

By |March 3rd, 2012|Audio, Death, Loss, Suicide|Comments Off on Interminable Life

Walking this Earth for nearly thirty-eight years
Discovering myriad things to bring wonder and pain
Finding truths in many places during that time
Girls and women fascinate my mind excitement runs
Thrilled to the marrow by curves and plumpness
Watching people have children totally undeserved
Uncared […]

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