A freezing decade, and the darkness almost smothered me, and it crept down like a shadow in the dark,
Though lost in a sea of souls with horrifying cries,
I cringed, and squander but nothing seems to wander,
Although I felt pure […]
Can you hear it? It says they will be here in the november lights.
It is the twilight my friend, drilling my subconscious mind.
Can you see it? It says they will be around my eyes,
it is an unknown ocean my friend, […]
The speeders never slow down
They go two million miles a minute
And never, ever shuts up!
The speeders are constantly running their mouths,
Letting their voices be heard.
And I know who the speeders are:
Schizophrenia and his brother,
Yes, these brothers are the speeders
A war inside my head is taking place
I wish for peace, but it’s like never-ending chase
There’s nothing I can do, makes me feeling blue
Don’t know what is the reason to live like this
I’d throw myself, everything that resembles me to […]
Arguing and yelling
Doubting and threatening
Battle of the voices
I’m dying to stop the noises
End my life
Win the war
Prozac is in store
60mg pop em and swallow
My life routine
Someone save me,
This internal battle
Will be the end of me
I can feel them in my head.
I only wish they were under my bed.
There’s no light when they start speaking.
I’m stuck in the dark, my cranium creaking.
My mind is abused, every day.
There are people in my head […]
There is no fight when the voices begin
An immediate obedience naturally sets in
There is no defence against these spiritual offenders
Waiting and hoping that they accept your surrender
I wake up refreshed, feeling o.k.
But sounds of familiarity ruin my day
No night passes […]
These voices in my head so loud and so true, you must end your life you tell me to do.
Your deep dark voice it spreads through my brain, you got me feeling I’m very insane.
I sob and I cry and […]
Talk to the voices sensibly,
Let them know what you think,
Take it on board and then let it go,
Otherwise you will sink.
Stand up to these audio hallucinations,
And remove their authority,
Over you and your senses,
And if it becomes too much, just let […]
Darkness falls over the land.
Speech is lost.
Deaf ears hear voices of the lost.
We speak with thick tongues and our voices are those of the message.
To receive, to deny, we care not, only that you hear us, we who are lost. […]
iF THERE WERE 50 PEOPLE IN A ROOM AND THEY ALL STARTED TALKING TO YOU AT THE SAME TIME.
tHE VOICES GETTING LOUDER AND LOUDER, AS YOUR MIND STARTS RACING, YOU’RE TRYING
bUT INSTEAD OF FOLLOWING, THE VOICES GET LOUDER AND […]
There are those who are forever searching and
After many decades have passed lose themselves to another world-
Although with much certainty and disillusionment
I can hardly remember living much of a life in
This world where people walk with confidence and self-assurance […]
In every schizophrenic
1000000000 reasons why?
1000000000 times for salvation
David Holloway (c) 2012